Tuesday, May 11, 2004 

Tuesday, May 11, 2004 

birthday’s are so overrated!

every fuckin year my birthday sucks! i did nothing as usual!!! except, what other people wanted to do and hung out with other peoples friends !!!!! just like last year ! and the year before and the year before that one!!!! birthdays are soooooooooooo overrated! i bought my own booze as well as for everyone else on my birthday! of course none of my friends came to see me or called me ! what else is new ! from now on i am not even trying to celebrate my birthday ! crock of shit! fuck people who have great birthdays and have people line up to kiss their asses, fuck you! fuck all the bullshit ! granted some were nice to me and i did get some nice gifts and i thank them verry much from my heart ! but some seemed like they were forced and certian people who should at least try to make the day good for me did not! no they were total inconsiderate asses!!! so now i”m sitting here at like 2:45 am drinking jagermeister in the dark by myself bitching and complaining because i am too nice to really say what i want to say to people. i am getting drunk by myself what a fuckin joke….. ugg i am so tired of this.. and no birthday sex… what the fuck?