December 2009
57 posts
January 13th, 2006
home again!
mood: sleepy!!!! so i’m sitting alone in my room in my apartment and it’s kinda lonely w/ out the usual chaos! i got here a little after 5 today and it’s strange. my fridge is empty and there is no ice i had to pluge the fucker back in. i was the last one to leave and now i’m the 1st one back! i got subway for dinner and ate it alone while watching friends!...
Friday, January 13, 2006
the world has gone fucking mad!!!!!!!!!
ok i need to vent! and i hope certain people read this because i’m pissed ! in defense to my best freind in the whole world who i’d die for i have this to say! it’s fucked up that some people are fueling shit that is unnessary and still talking about her because they are sooooooooooo not over it! it’s fucked up that thouse in...
January 12th, 2006
i miss home a lil’ already
so i’m sittining here alone in my dorm room even thought it is lovely and comfy i’m fucking bored already! my roomies don’t get back till sunday and i’m toooo lazy to go to burke to see sammy tonight. well at least i have cable tv and i’m watching jerry miguire why i don’t know but i really was watching to pass the time till...
Monday, December 19, 2005
popularity contest i think so!!!!!!!!!
Current mood: angry
i would just like to bring up the fact i am done w/ anyone who is a fairweather friend. i’m am not naming names but if you think that it’s you then it most likely is ! for those of you who are like that i have no time for you in my life and you should just find someone else to...
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
home… Current mood: anxious
i’m home for thanksgiving.. well at dave’s home i’ll be here till sunday.. there’s pictures to come of last nght before break and of our crazy week in nj . <3
Sunday, October 23, 2005
at the end of the world or the last thing i see.. Current mood: loved
right now i basically feel like my life is perfect. i haven’t actually been this happy in a really long time.. this weekend was great.. dave and i has a blast w/ my friends. perhapps it was the drive to burlington today. we saw snow. it made something in us come alive .. dave...
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
and it rains for hours and the phone is off it’s hook…. Current mood: blank
when did we get so lost? the pain we all go through. my heart breaks like glass. and i’m left here alone. i struggle through this one last time, can we make it through? i not wouln’t be ignored anymore, if so you’re the fool. i’m the one who...
Saturday, October 15, 2005
and i’m nothing more than a line in your book….
Current mood: bouncy
ok so this week was an emotional rollercoaster .. life in general, love , school ect… but throught it all were my best friends who just want to see me happy… vt would be hell on earth with out them… you know who you are.. so doublewide thursday was out of control this week seriously too much...
Friday, October 07, 2005
this is my week ok… Current mood: awake
so it’s now friday.. let’s recap the week so far … monday - working on a post-modernism paper that is t-minus 2 hours from deadline and sammy comes over w/ worlds largerst bottle of jeager. this results in me doing 10 shots & not finishing my paper getting sick while all my friends...
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Current mood: exhausted
lsc had a black out on thusday canceling all classes fucking up my internet. and making us all a bunch of grumpy fucks. the events that followed were insane.. however it’s sunday am i’m in burlington w/ my husband and i really don’t feel like typing but i will say this i am a pirate…
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
feldman i miss you… Current mood: hungry
ok so i was thinking about my jersey gang and it dawned on me how absolutely halarious feldman is. so i put together a little something that anyone who knows him will also find piss- pants ,snot comming out of your nose funny.. 1. being so high he forgot how he got to work then preceeding to say...
Monday, September 26, 2005
i’m just going to come out and say it…
Current mood: mischievous
i usually consider myself to be a somewhat well composed polite and mature person. however i do make exceptions. ie. chicks who are blantly skanks and anyone who thinks they are superior. furthermore i am somewhat a nice person i get an instinct the second i meet you and i am never wrong. if i don’t like you i...
Monday, September 26, 2005
weekend visits = funniest thing ever….. and if you want to know about you have to ask. this will also be know as when dave came to visit lsc.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Current mood: bouncy
macaroni night = fun. dinner was sooo good. i love my friends i make a killer dinner for 13. well we’re off to double wide thursday dance party at tylers….
Thursday, September 22, 2005
silly, silly… you didn’t think i’d let you win.. did you?
Current mood: amused
well it’s thursday and i’m almost done with another week. i’m excited for tomorrow because i get to see david. i love it here so much but i miss all my friends at home. i have so many great ones here don’t get me wrong we’re like a family already. but the comforts of...
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
i am so glad i’m not you.. cause i’d kill myself..
Current mood: bitchy
i am just going to take the time to vent … things i hate: 1. not being w/ dave all the time like at home in nj.. 2. hoebag trash that want dave 3. dave thinking that they don’t want him. 4. i hate exactly 3 females in the universe 2 live in jersey i’ll give ya a hint about the 3rd.(..2)...
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
driving in your car, missed the stop sign, fall in love just to get knocked down..
so yeah, i love my school. i love my friends and my roomates.. they are all the best . i am doing homework shortly blahh. everyone is going out and chillin and alison and i on hw detail. but it’s cool. so we’ve been breaking in the apartment the last 2 nights. we watched laguna beach mon night and...
Saturday, September 10, 2005
bitches get stitches…. Current mood:bouncy
i am just gona say that in the last week i refound my violent side and i’m kinda excited… also dave and i got drunk and watched sin city and played nintendo last night.. i’m up in burlington till tomorrow..dave and i napped in the park by the lake today after we got pizza.. it was so...
Monday, May 02, 2005
just carry me away with slience……. Current mood:nerdy <3
Why do your eyes paralyze me? What makes me feel this way? Just carry me away with silence and Heartbeats as rapid. Thinking about your embrace And how it makes me feel I just want to feel this way forever. Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you. Why have I been given the...
Saturday, April 23, 2005
you cut out my heart and i’m hangin on every fuckin word…
Current mood: crushed
i cant take it anymore. i’m not perfect no one is. you wern’t perfect but i let it go. maybe i need this maybe it’s over? do you honesly want this? i have this thing shoved in my face everyday. when i look in your eyes it’s there. love and spite so close they are almost one and...
Friday, August 06, 2004
blah blah blah… don’t read this…
well due to recent incidents i am just about officially off the 7 day drinkin circut.. sad but true.. but on the bright side i have more money to sit home and count… so any way i an recovering from my broken toe!!! as well as last weekend , it started off great and turned into a fuckin nighrmare!! i saw brianna last week i love...
Thursday, July 08, 2004
if i could i would, then i’d slit your throat
i use to believe it it all. in us and love… then it was there you said, cold eyes glare that could cut steel. i was wrong.. u feel nothing for others only yourself.. calling me out on all my “selfish bullshit drama queen tangents.” this is our love, disfunctional and strange rough like sandpaper on my skin. your bitter...
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
with out him chocolate is boring an reality is a bad dream
today was good although there was a last mintue change of plans i am drunk what else is new? i seriously though have a problem. anyway, a whole group of us hung out tonight and i loved it! it has been a while so we all were catching up and having fun. dave is everything to me and because of him i have all of them and for that i am...
Sunday, June 06, 2004
i hate my life….
so it’s saturday night and once again i am siting here alone.. why u ask ? i wish i fucking knew? i have no one and i’m tired of it . dave is to busy for me these last few days and everyone else is too far or busy for me .. life sucks and i sit alone. what else is new? so if any one cares i’ll be sleeping. dreaming of a better new life…
Monday, May 31, 2004
fucking robbinsville police!!!!
soooooooooooo i got my car inpounded on sat night. and getting threatened with being arrested for disorderly conduct well, that was a serious drag! so i get to spend my day off trying to get it back. first off to the impound then to the dmv then to the police station and then back to the impound… and if i don’t have enough money i have to sell my...
Saturday, May 29, 2004
they burn leaches off with hot pokers did u know that?
i did ! and i’ve been kicked in the face by a crazy skinhead psycho and i didn’t even cry. sure i couldn’t see out of my left eye for a week but i can see that i’m going to have to kick somebody’s ass! what a cunt!!
Saturday, May 29, 2004
tomorrow never lives in sweet sorrow..
if i was as stupid as she is i would ask that you take me out back and shoot me in the head. that skank is soooooooooooooooooo asking for it! i hate pathetic ex-girlfriends you broke up over a year ago and you moved to california!!! hello??? just because you suck at life and are back home doesn’t mean you get your old life that you shit on...
Sunday, May 23, 2004
weekend fun!
this weekend had been so fun! yesterday was jess’s graduation party! we drank, set off crazy fireworks for 2 hours and played ultimate frisbee & my team won! yeahh! and the day was perfect. no leaches in sight. that dumb bitch was smart to stay away! although i did recieve bad news. i didn’t get accecpted into champlain soo i’ll still be here in fall at...
Thursday, May 20, 2004
SO THIS WEEK HAS BEEN BUSY ! I WENT CAMPING/HIKING AND THAT WAS FUN , I WENT TO A PARTY AT BEN AND JESSIES AND I GOT DRUNK! (SHOCKER) DAVE ALSO GOT DRUNK (ANOTHER SHOCKER) AND WE SOME HOW GOT HOME ALIVE. (ACTUALLY A SHOCKER) I WENT TO THE BEACH AND THAT WAS COLD BUT AND I NAPPED AL DAY TO THE SOUND OF THE OCEAN, SO THAT WAS NICE. I SAW SOME OF MY FRIENDS AND AT SOME POINT AND WE DID A LOT...
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
birthday’s are so overrated!
every fuckin year my birthday sucks! i did nothing as usual!!! except, what other people wanted to do and hung out with other peoples friends !!!!! just like last year ! and the year before and the year before that one!!!! birthdays are soooooooooooo overrated! i bought my own booze as well as for...
Sunday, May 09, 2004 (a brief rewind of missed...
brianna my partner in crime!!!!
so today is mothers day! yeah i love my mommy!! but seriously, brianna and i had countless hours of pure madness today ! because we work in hell! bri is one of the only people at work that love. today, we danced all around the store because were white chicks with no real ability to dance so we look like were having sezures!! also we made fun of customers...
June 27th, 2005
i’m just a teenage dirtbag baby!!
mood: crazy music: dawson’s fucking creek bitches!!!
so here i am monday morning. no coffee no beer. just dawsons creek and i . i had the best weekend. i saw dominica on friday in nyc for the first time on gosh 5 years! i really missed her alot. she reminded me of how much fun we use to have and why we became friends like the summer before hs. haha...
June 19th, 2005
wow!!!!!
mood: content music: q and not u
so i last night was werid…. lauren, leann and i (LX3) went to lucked out’s show and they didn’t even play. mike stone was dead, dan ate taco bell and someone forgot the cables. all in all it was still fun. we talked to squared and derick from time and distance. and leann got an awsome hug from derick. we all got huggs but the one leann...
June 15th, 2005
so here i am
mood: amused music: reinventing your exit-underoath
well, i’ve been doing lot’s of crazy shit lately. i was with my nephew and family in may around my birthday. i was in florida for a week with dave visiting the rents. and i’ve just been home. well actually there’s been parties like whoa! brianna and i have been trying to get together weekly and the shore has...
April 21st, 2005
mood: awake music: with broken wings
dave got one of his photo’s in a gallery. I’m so proud of him! i have a bunch of my favorite picts that he took i want to hang em’ up. there’s his beach series that i picked 3 out. the hamiliton cemetary and sculpture gardens and then there’s a pict of the cake he made on my b-day last year, it’s covered in frosting and...
April 20th, 2005
NOTHING IN PARTICULAR
mood: bouncy music: THE KILLERS
POSTING SOME OLD PICTS I FINALLY GOT FROM DAVE OF OUR AMAZING TRIP TO VT! THE REALLY ROMANTIC STOWE LODGE WE STAYED IN WHERE IT SNOWED LIKE 2 FEET OUR FIRST NIGHT THERE, STOWE & HER CRAZY TRAILS, VERMONT TEDDY BEAR, BEN & JERRYS, BURLINGTON, CHURCH ST, LAKE CHAMPLAIN AND THE MAGIC HAT FACTORY. GOD VERMONT IS SOOOOO AMAZING!! WELL I...
April 18th, 2005
mood: accomplished music: KEANE
GOODBYE JERSEY I’LL MISS YOU. NOT REALLY THOUGH..
SO WHEN I GOT OUT OF DRAWING CLASS TODAY NICK, TOM AND I HEADED TO MY CAR AS USUAL FOR OUR DAILY ADVENTURE FOR FOOD. I HAD A MESSAGE ON MY PHONE. I ASUMED IT WAS MY DARLING DAVID AND IMMEDIATELY CHECKED IT. TO MY SURPRISE IT WAS THIS GUY FROM LYNDON STATE COLLEGE IN VT. ONE OF THE 3 SCHOOLS I APPLIED TO FOR...
March 19th, 2005
mood:calm music: the killers
so apparently i haven’t updated since december. i didn’t notice and apparently neither did any of you! haha i guess we’re all busy! so a lot of stuff has happened to me in the last few months i became an aunt on january 20th and i couldn’t be happier. i could really get use to my brother having kids. his name is jett and he is the most...
December 15th, 2004
mood: freaked out music: atreyu-the curse
so i haven’t updated in a long as time. why you ask? not because i’m lazy that’s for sure. infact i have been so god damm busy that i haven’t even had time to sleep. my last finals are monday thank god i’m sooo stressed out i could scream! my photography final is just 2 prints from completion! and my cmn141 final is over...
November 19th, 2004
mood: sleepy music: underoath
i just had the best night doing nothing all by my self. private time is priceless!! <3
November 17th, 2004
mood: nerdy so it has been a while since i updated like usual. so i’ve been good classes are time consuming but all is on the up and up! halloween was a blast in nyc w/ the gang and i got retarted the night before at ben’s house. i threw up on our costumes which dave just threw away a few days ago after being in my back seat for the last 2 weeks! gross!!! so other than that not much....
October 27th, 2004
mood: ecstatic music: charoits of fire
well let’s see what’s been going on w/ me apparently not much because i have had nothing to write lately. oh yes of course , hummm, well my new car is up and running now that i got it fixed it was no biggie expensive but no big deal. i am working really hard w/ my classes getting all a’s finally! so i have 2 semesters left spring and fall...
October 10th, 2004
mood: overjoyed music: dvd
i’m watching eddie izzard dress to kill and you are not ! hahahahahahahahahaha
October 9th, 2004
mood: accomplished music: franz! baby!!!!
i did it mike ! and i am doing it all the time ! <3 my life mate i love you when u look mad! <3
October 5th, 2004
mood: giggly music: sea lab theme
i love dave!!! Mustache ON!!!!!!!
October 4th, 2004
mood: uncomfortable music: modest mouse
well. my new car is here and i love it! except for the fact that it stalls everytime i start it ! also i have a flat tire! which sucks considering that it is a brand new tire! so here we go my shit never ends ! also my wisdom teeth are comming in! ouch!! but this is the best part,i cant speak well or open my mouth wide enough to eat anything but...
September 26th, 2004
mood: cheerful music: the rentals
this weekend is comming to a close. let’s see friday night dave and i went to philly with shawn and sam. we hung around south street and browsed the boutiques for a while. i got the cutest black w/ white polka dot sheer scarf. i love it! then we all went over to fdr to watch skate. i tried to take pictures but it was too dark so we just watched him mess...
September 24th, 2004
mood: shocked music: Modest Mouse
SWEETEST THING EVER: RYAN CALLING ME AT 1:15 PISS DRUNK AND BEING SO SWEET! HE PROMISED ME HE WOULD VISIT AND I PROMISED I WOULD VISIT HIM TOO! LOVE YA RYE BREAD! <3 FUNNY I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT HOW I PROMISED TO DRUNK DIAL HIM AS OFTEN AS POSSIBLE JUST LIKE THE OLD DAYS! <3
September 22nd, 2004
mood: blah music: the bled
i had a good weekend even though i was sick . krissy’s b-day was great i saw amy and john and the crew and we had a blast. beer pong mania chillin ect.. saturday night dave,kurt and i went up to rutgers to hanks frat party, that was ok… good to see hank but it got better when we went to fat cats and stuffed our faces. hank you will be seeing more of...
September 13th, 2004
mood: busy music: between the buried and me
well let’s see i haven’t up dated in a while because i have been so busy. on the 6th i went to lunch w/ brianna and kyle i missed her!! we had a great time at perkins and got breakfast at noon. i loved it ! dave and i haven’t been realy social lately but we’ve been so busy w/ work and school. which by the way has been so...